Asperger's Issues

I need to share this, and my autism blog seems like the right place.

I have several stalkers, so I’m always alert about them while I’m in public.

Today, I was running some errands and checking furnature stores for a new computer desk. While driving to one spot, I noticed an SUV with tinted windows tailgating me. I assumed it was just another jerk who didn’t know how to drive. When I turned into the shopping plaza, they stayed right on my ass and followed me through every stop sign without breaking. This is where I got nervous.

I assumed I was overreacting until I tried to park. I pulled into the handicapped spot out in front of the furnature store. It was a lot where there are no spots outside the store, just a land for driving, then perpendicular rows of spots. I was in the first of those. The SUV pulled up in the fire lane, ten feet from me, and in front of the furnature store.

I’m sweating bullets now. I sat in my car with the engine running for 15 minutes, surfing the internet on my phone and watching the car in my side mirror. No one ever got out, and their engine was still running with the car in park. I debated calling 911. I even had it dialed and just needed to press send. I decided not to, and instead, pulled out suddenly and got out of the lot. I saw them rush out a few seconds behind me, but they turned the wrong way. I was looking around for their car the whole way home, but haven’t seen them luckily.

I don’t know if this was one of my stalkers or maybe someone who wanted to beat up a “fag” (my car is covered in My Little Pony stuff and my tag says “BRONY”). No matter what, I was terrified.

I got home a bit ago and took a xanax. I need to rest instead of doing what I was supposed to do.

I hate other people.

girljanitor:

damn-neurotypicals:

I’M EXPERIENCING INTENSE EMOTION, I say whilst completely stone-faced.