Worse and worse

My day has just kept getting worse.

I went on that field trip. After five minutes, I was so wet, I just walked back to my car and left. I was so soaked, you could see the design on my leggings through my thick pink skirt. My jacket was so soaked that it’s still wet and in my car, leaving me no jacket for walking the 1/2 mile after class tonight. It’s going to be ~40°F.

To make that worse, my geo teacher admonished me for leaving without telling him. He doesn’t care that I was soaked and had another class, or that I can’t do the assignment. He’s just mad I didn’t tell him.

I got to my Calc class and my note taker isn’t here. That’s a problem on an epic scale since I missed two classes. So now I’m three nights behind in notes and won’t have any for tonight.

My calc teacher just dropped my test off with no apology for forgetting it. Now she’s rushing me to take it like I can magically make two hours appear out of nowhere.

What’s next tonight? Is my bio teacher going to anally rape my mother while pouring sugar in my gas tank? (Clerks reference).

I’m just done. I’ve had enough today, but I’m too stubborn to walk out of my Calc class because I’ve missed too much lately. The best part is that tonight I get home so late that I have just enough time to get ready for bed before bed time, then I have to be up at 6AM to do it all again tomorrow. GAH!

EDIT: Sorry… Wrong blog again. And my other is linking it instead of posting the text so I can’t delete this one. Goddamnit.

autistpsyche:

you should check out #AcademicAbleism on twitter, if you haven’t already. 

I’m going to be reading these all day. I experience a lot of this at school. It’s nice to see others making it public.

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autieblesam:

[Image is a poster explaining briefly the origin and meaning of green, yellow, and red interaction signal badges, referred to above as Color Communication Badges.]
deducecanoe:

justsjwthings:

oldamongdreams:

greencarnations:

CAN WE DO THESE AT CONS

SECONDED.

if youre not autistic or suffer from an actual disorder, dont use these. its not cute.

er… you know a lot of autistic people go to conventions, right? And people with social anxiety disorders and panic disorders? Shit if I could get away with using this at work I would. 

Hello there, justsjwthings.
I would like to introduce myself.  I refer to myself as Sam Thomas, though my legal name and how a lot of people know me is Matthew.  I am officially diagnosed autistic.
Over one week in June 2013 (last summer), I was in Washington, DC for an autism conference called the Autism Campus Inclusion (ACI) summer leadership program run by the Autistic Self-Advocacy Network for autistic college students.
If you have any question as to the truth of this, I would like to direct your attention to this YouTube video that ASAN produced promoting the above-mentioned conference.  I appear as the first person in the video and you can find more images of my face on my blog.
At this conference, not only did we use these communication badges pictured above, but we actually had the opportunity to meet Jim Sinclair, the inventor of these badges.
During the part of the conference in which Jim Sinclair gave us a history of Autism Network International (ANI)—which they were a co-founder of—they talked to us about the establishment of this particular piece of assistive technology.  Basically, it was a simple idea that seemed to fit a need and quickly became very popular among many autistic spaces for it’s practicality and ease of use.
The conference it originated from is called Autreat and is held annually by ANI. This is an autism conference that accepts Autistics and Cousins (ACs)—that is, anyone diagnosed or otherwise self-identifying with any disorder autistic or similar that may share a number of autistic traits.
There was a need.  The need was met.  This is how we can safely assume most technology either emerges or becomes popular.
We also talked about something called Universal Design and the Curb-Cutter Effect.  The Curb-Cutter Effect is when something to fit a specific need is found to create convenience in a broader area than intended.  Curb cuts allowing for wheelchair accessibility to sidewalks proved to also be convenient to anyone who may have trouble with steps or even simply a mother with a baby stroller or maybe a child with a wagon.  This is a desirable outcome with disability rights advocacy as creating convenience for non-disabled people often makes the assistive technology easier to advocate for.
In this sense, these colored communication badges could serve that Curb-Cutter effect.  Not only would this be perfectly acceptable for non-disabled people to use for convenience, but would also help to increase their effectiveness and convenience for those of us who need them.  Here are a few examples:
Increased popularity makes the colored communication badges more easily recognizable to the general public, making them as effective outside the above-mentioned autism conferences as inside.
Increase in demand would create increase in supply and availability, likely making these available to pretty much anyone and even being included with, say, the name tags you are required to wear at most cons.
In addition to these helping people recognize the communication state of the wearer, the wearer will be able to recognize whom they can feel more comfortable to approach.
Increased popularity would make these badges more acceptable for public use and less alienating to those who would wear them frequently.
This is not something that we are completely incapable of surviving without; this is something that was convenient and made our lives a lot easier.  If that can be easily shared with the general public, then what purpose does it serve not to share it?
Thank you for reading.


I love this idea!

autieblesam:

[Image is a poster explaining briefly the origin and meaning of green, yellow, and red interaction signal badges, referred to above as Color Communication Badges.]

deducecanoe:

justsjwthings:

oldamongdreams:

greencarnations:

CAN WE DO THESE AT CONS

SECONDED.

if youre not autistic or suffer from an actual disorder, dont use these. its not cute.

er… you know a lot of autistic people go to conventions, right? And people with social anxiety disorders and panic disorders? Shit if I could get away with using this at work I would. 

Hello there, justsjwthings.

I would like to introduce myself.  I refer to myself as Sam Thomas, though my legal name and how a lot of people know me is Matthew.  I am officially diagnosed autistic.

Over one week in June 2013 (last summer), I was in Washington, DC for an autism conference called the Autism Campus Inclusion (ACI) summer leadership program run by the Autistic Self-Advocacy Network for autistic college students.

If you have any question as to the truth of this, I would like to direct your attention to this YouTube video that ASAN produced promoting the above-mentioned conference.  I appear as the first person in the video and you can find more images of my face on my blog.

At this conference, not only did we use these communication badges pictured above, but we actually had the opportunity to meet Jim Sinclair, the inventor of these badges.

During the part of the conference in which Jim Sinclair gave us a history of Autism Network International (ANI)—which they were a co-founder of—they talked to us about the establishment of this particular piece of assistive technology.  Basically, it was a simple idea that seemed to fit a need and quickly became very popular among many autistic spaces for it’s practicality and ease of use.

The conference it originated from is called Autreat and is held annually by ANI. This is an autism conference that accepts Autistics and Cousins (ACs)—that is, anyone diagnosed or otherwise self-identifying with any disorder autistic or similar that may share a number of autistic traits.

There was a need.  The need was met.  This is how we can safely assume most technology either emerges or becomes popular.

We also talked about something called Universal Design and the Curb-Cutter Effect.  The Curb-Cutter Effect is when something to fit a specific need is found to create convenience in a broader area than intended.  Curb cuts allowing for wheelchair accessibility to sidewalks proved to also be convenient to anyone who may have trouble with steps or even simply a mother with a baby stroller or maybe a child with a wagon.  This is a desirable outcome with disability rights advocacy as creating convenience for non-disabled people often makes the assistive technology easier to advocate for.

In this sense, these colored communication badges could serve that Curb-Cutter effect.  Not only would this be perfectly acceptable for non-disabled people to use for convenience, but would also help to increase their effectiveness and convenience for those of us who need them.  Here are a few examples:

  • Increased popularity makes the colored communication badges more easily recognizable to the general public, making them as effective outside the above-mentioned autism conferences as inside.
  • Increase in demand would create increase in supply and availability, likely making these available to pretty much anyone and even being included with, say, the name tags you are required to wear at most cons.
  • In addition to these helping people recognize the communication state of the wearer, the wearer will be able to recognize whom they can feel more comfortable to approach.
  • Increased popularity would make these badges more acceptable for public use and less alienating to those who would wear them frequently.

This is not something that we are completely incapable of surviving without; this is something that was convenient and made our lives a lot easier.  If that can be easily shared with the general public, then what purpose does it serve not to share it?

Thank you for reading.

I love this idea!

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I’ve been told (at least pre-transition) that every picture of me looks the same. Anyone else?

I’ve been told (at least pre-transition) that every picture of me looks the same. Anyone else?

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gemmacorrell:

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I think I’ve had a few of these ;)

gemmacorrell:

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I think I’ve had a few of these ;)

sarahseeandersen:

My life lately.

If I could sleep, I would.

sarahseeandersen:

My life lately.

If I could sleep, I would.

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perhapsicanlivefree:

stablevertigo:

What I mean when I say “I can’t do that”- Anxiety Version:

  • I am unable to do that
  • I am too stressed out to do that
  • I cannot face the humiliation of attempting to do that
  • My body will physically not allow me to do that
  • I am on the verge of a panic attack
  • I cannot do that

What people hear:

  • I am unwilling to do that
  • I am just shy
  • I am overreacting
  • I am lazy
  • I need to get more experience in social situation to help my anxiety
  • I need a push
  • I don’t want to do that

Inspired by X

I got forced into doing something in my vocals class. I broke down crying and shaking shortly after.

However my teacher apologized later and let me sit down until the full thing had subsided

Nothing makes me more frustrated than when people try to force me to do something that I can’t or don’t want to do. Especially when they misinterpret what I’ve said about why I don’t want any part of it.

gothiccharmschool:

turning-back-into-soil:

Emotional support bunnies

::stares at laptop screen::

::sniffles::

Yeah, I needed to see these right now. 

(via rayvenloaf)

I’d like you to think about the fact that we Autistics see things every day that make us hurt, weep, scared, angry. Think about what your life would be like if you felt like you had to hide from the news and newspapers to avoid seeing the awful things people say about you every day. And think about how you would feel if you were hiding from the media and still had to hear those things anyway, whether it was from overhearing conversations other people were having on the bus or in the doctor’s waiting room, things you saw in books that weren’t even about autism, things that popped up on television shows you used to think were fun to watch until they mentioned you in horrible ways, etc. That is what autism awareness brings.

-UnstrangeMind on why autism “awareness” doesn’t help without acceptance

http://unstrangemind.wordpress.com/2014/04/10/awareness-versus-acceptance/

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hotrodsparrow:

Me dealing with life and responsibilities right now.

Sometimes we all need to nope away from life.

hotrodsparrow:

Me dealing with life and responsibilities right now.

Sometimes we all need to nope away from life.

rayvenloaf:

scattered-minutiae:

There. Fixed it. 

Image descriptions: Image #1: Black text on white background reading “CURE AUTISM” with the word autism covered over by a green label reading “ABLEISM”. Image #2: Black text on white background reading “PREVENT AUTISM” with the word autism covered over by a brown label reading “HATRED”.  Image #3: Black text on white background reading “COMBAT AUTISM” with the word autism covered over by a yellow label reading “STIGMA”.  Image #4: Black text on white background reading “FIGHT AUTISM” with the word autism covered over by a red label reading “IGNORANCE”. 

!!!!!!!!!

iguanamouth:

god dammit not again

By Lauren [tumblr]

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